BROKEN: A Poem

Is this what it means?

Is this what you have always wanted for me?

But it seems dark and lonely...like my own hell

Why can't I get it right?

Why can't I fight?

Is it this bad when people surrender...or is it just me?

Why don't I see anything?

But you know I have always fought by myself

Just me!

Why then have you taken this only solace away from me?

Why do I feel like a naked man suddenly thrust into

the village square?

I can't see! I can't see a thing!

Where are my sticks?

You know I need them to feel my way through

There is nothing but helplessness here

I am endlessly groping in the dark, trying something,

anything to save myself...to no avail

And why do I have the feeling you are enjoying this?

Of course, of course.

There is no denying the fun therein.

This has always been the plan

You work too much!

I have watched your struggles

pain

helplessness

tears

You must admit that you need me, you should.

Those things were just part of the new territory

What took me so long? Simple...

I couldn't step in unless you stepped out

I couldn't occupy the room

Except you moved out for me..

What? Is that confusing?

Ok...

You had to be weak

Oh, you had to need me.

I couldn't come in except you were broken

Human strength won't just do here...but My strength will

Now that you are here, you must believe

That I can make all things new

That when you can't see, I AM your sight

That when when you are bereft, I AM your portion

That when you are lonely, I AM with you always.

It's pretty simple...just let me know you will go on

even if blindfolded!

Outrageous, isn't it?

But I promise it will be worth your while

Why am I so sure?

Ha ha...that is the simplest!

Because I AM...

This is a poem God laid on my heart some months back. He needed me to know my helplessness. I could only come around to express this feeling in the lines above. He wants this story for us all. Could you surrender today? We need to let Him in; we need to evacuate the room so He can fill you with "the fullness of Him that filleth all in all" (Eph 1:22). We are loved! We are cherished! Let no one, thought or relationship make you think otherwise. We are loved with such a passionate and everlasting love. It's so sweet you could cry at times. Don't be bothered when you do cry; you're not a sissy. It only means you REALLY understand what this LOVE means. Really, it is EVERYTHING.

If you want to REALLY experience this LOVE, with all your heart, speak out the following words:

DEAR LOVING FATHER, I THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME. I ASK IN THE NAME OF YOUR SON, THAT YOU WILL HELP ME UNDERSTAND THE FULLNESS OF YOUR LOVE WITH EVERY PASSING DAY. I KNOW THAT YOUR HOLY SPIRIT WILL TEACH ME TO LOVE YOU AS YOU LOVE ME. I LOVE YOU DEAR FATHER!

If you said that, I promise you that our Father, through the precious Holy Spirit, has started the process within you. Never doubt it! See you tomorrow my dearest readers. Remember to join us at AJEBO CAMP for an UNFORGETTABLE EXPERIENCE WITH GOD! REACH OUT TO US FOR INFORMATION (08131111535, 08059184145 BB PIN: 299BEE6C, 237D5A50, 21512307. IF YOU HAVE QUESTIONS OR PRAYER REQUESTS, FEEL FREE. YOUR ANONYMITY IS GUARANTEED! LET US SHARE OUR FAITH! LET US MOVE THE WORLD!